{"id":134767,"date":"2026-05-19T20:22:59","date_gmt":"2026-05-19T18:22:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/?p=134767"},"modified":"2026-05-19T20:24:30","modified_gmt":"2026-05-19T18:24:30","slug":"kdyz-se-vam-zhrouti-svet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/kdyz-se-vam-zhrouti-svet\/","title":{"rendered":"Kdy\u017e se V\u00e1m zhrout\u00ed sv\u011bt."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Co d\u011blat kdy\u017e v\u0161echno, kdy\u017e V\u00e1m v \u017eivot\u011b v\u0161echno krachne? No nen\u00ed to nic p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9ho. Koncem roku jsme se roze\u0161li s dlouholetou p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u00ed, po 9 letech byl najednou konec, p\u0159i\u0161el jsem tak\u00e9 o hlavn\u00ed zdroj p\u0159\u00edjm\u016f, st\u00e1l\u00fd domov a v podstat\u011b ztratil ve\u0161kerou p\u016fdu pod noha. Sen zvan\u00fd Barcelona s mou Mexickou l\u00e1skou byl u konce. Je to pocit, jak kdy\u017e se \u010dlov\u011bku zhrout\u00ed cel\u00fd sv\u011bt a nen\u00ed schopn\u00fd se naprosto v\u016fbec zorientovat. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0161e jsem p\u0159est\u011bhoval do sv\u00e9ho skl\u00e1dku, kter\u00fd m\u00e1m kousek od katedr\u00e1ly Sagrada Fam\u00edlia a jel jsem do \u010cech. Bl\u00e1hov\u011b jsem si myslel, \u017ee z\u016fstanu zimu a rychle se postav\u00edm zase na vlastn\u00ed nohy. No realita byla trochu jinde, byl jsem zmaten\u00fd, v\u016fbec jsem nebyl vyl\u00e9\u010den\u00fd z rozchodu, hledal jsem po\u0159\u00e1d ten star\u00fd syst\u00e9m. Byl jsem tak\u00e9 t\u011b\u017ece podfinancovan\u00fd, nedok\u00e1zal jsem se v\u016fbec soust\u0159edit. Sliby projekt\u016f, kter\u00e9 jsem m\u011bl nalajnovan\u00e9 a\u017e se vr\u00e1t\u00edm neprob\u011bhli a neuskute\u010dnili se, byla to jedna prohra za druhou. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Profesion\u00e1ln\u011b jsem se 3 m\u011bs\u00edce nemohl v\u016fbec chytnout, prod\u00e1val jsem v\u011bci co jsem m\u011bl ve skladu, abych dostal n\u011bjak\u00e9 pen\u00edze zp\u00e1tky. Prodal jsem i obraz, co\u017e mi dalo n\u011bjak\u00fd prostor. Ale ve fin\u00e1le jsem nem\u011bl dostatek rezervy. Bu\u010f jsem mohl j\u00edt jezdit s Uber Eats, a v Barcelon\u011b pouze p\u0159e\u017e\u00edvat dokud se nenajdu, nebo jet do \u010cech, stabilizovat se u rodiny a v klidu se znovu nastartovat. Byl jsem ztracen\u00fd a nevyl\u00e9\u010den\u00fd z p\u0159edchoz\u00edho kolapsu. Myslel jsem, \u017ee se okam\u017eit\u011b vzpamatuj, ale podcenil jsem v\u00e1\u017enost tak\u00e9 zm\u011bny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jezdit po Barcelon\u011b a rozv\u00e1\u017eet j\u00eddlo za minim\u00e1ln\u00ed mzdu, abych z toho jen zaplatil n\u00e1jem mi p\u0159i\u0161lo ujet\u00fd vzhledem k m\u00e9 profesion\u00e1ln\u00ed reputaci a pozici, i kdy\u017e kdybych musel, ud\u011blal bych cokoliv. P\u0159i\u0161el jsem si, \u017ee u\u017e jsem asi bl\u00e1zen, a p\u016fj\u010dovat jsem si necht\u011bl a rodi\u010d\u016fm u\u017e jsem taky \u0159\u00edkat necht\u011bl, nav\u00edc cht\u011bli abych se v\u00edce zapojil do firmy, nebo byl v\u00edce v \u010cech\u00e1ch. No nem\u011bl jsem to v hlav\u011b srovnan\u00fd, v\u016fbec jsem si neuv\u011bdomoval kdo jsem a vlastn\u011b co je moje profese, st\u0159\u00edlel jsem v podstat\u011b slep\u00fdmi celou tu dobu, neda\u0159ilo se mi v\u016fbec soust\u0159edit. Jedin\u00e9 v \u010dem se mi da\u0159ilo je tvorba jako takov\u00e1, obrazy<\/a>, kter\u00e9 jsem vytvo\u0159il v t\u00e9to dob\u011b byli pecky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Poda\u0159ilo se mi tak\u00e9 nav\u00e1zat i spolupr\u00e1ci s jednou brazilskou modelkou a namalovat j\u00ed p\u0159\u00edmo na t\u011blo. To bylo velmi p\u011bkn\u00e9 a trochu mi tu mou existen\u010dn\u00ed a celo\u017eivotn\u00ed krizi zp\u0159\u00edjemnilo. Byl jsem sice na mizin\u011b, ale tvorbu jsem tvo\u0159il jak kdy\u017e jsem v naprost\u00e9m laufu. No byl jsem, kreativn\u011b ur\u010dit\u011b. Obrazy m\u016f\u017eete zakoupit zde.<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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No ve fin\u00e1le jsem se rozhodl jet do Bene\u0161ova, povolal jsem dod\u00e1vku z \u010ceska s pomoc\u00ed rodiny, a p\u0159est\u011bhoval jsem si v\u011bci z toho 9-let\u00e9ho cyklu v Barcelon\u011b, kter\u00fd jsem pot\u0159eboval n\u011bjak uzav\u0159\u00edt, nebo stabilizovat. Ponechal jsem si pouze v\u011bci do dal\u0161\u00ed f\u00e1ze, kter\u00e1 se teprve p\u00ed\u0161e. Jedno je ale jasn\u00e9. Stylem, jak\u00fdm jsem 9 let v Barcelon\u011b fungoval, u\u017e d\u00e1l pokra\u010dovat nemohl. Dal\u0161\u00ed kapitola bude muset vzniknout jinak a prvn\u00ed st\u0159\u00edpky jsou ji\u017e na sv\u011bt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Co d\u011blat kdy\u017e v\u0161echno, kdy\u017e V\u00e1m v \u017eivot\u011b v\u0161echno krachne? No nen\u00ed to nic p\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e9ho. Koncem roku jsme se roze\u0161li s dlouholetou p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u00ed, po 9 letech byl najednou konec, p\u0159i\u0161el jsem tak\u00e9 o hlavn\u00ed zdroj p\u0159\u00edjm\u016f, st\u00e1l\u00fd domov a v podstat\u011b ztratil ve\u0161kerou p\u016fdu pod noha. Sen zvan\u00fd Barcelona s mou Mexickou l\u00e1skou byl u […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":134717,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"set","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[1277],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-134767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-autobiografie"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134767","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=134767"}],"version-history":[{"count":23,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":134823,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134767\/revisions\/134823"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/134717"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=134767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=134767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miroslavo.com\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=134767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}